Can't get rid of that

I still can't get rid of the memory when in hospital with my dad..

Doctor said maybe the trauma made my hormone disorders..so I have to be relax and not think too much, then be happy..
But how could I forget it..

It was a pain in my heart..
It can't easily be erased..

Papa, I miss u badly..

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The person you hate the most is you love the most :p

Ladies, do not hate anybody..you would surprise ιƒ one day you are in love with the person you hate.. Hahaaa

(Based on true story)
My boyfriend was the person I hate the most few years ago..lol
Funny huh?!

He is very loso one..I can't help to close my ear to prevent that annoying voice get into my ear, then my eyes,then my brain, then my hand to stop him hahaaa

Now he is the person I love the most..but my family will always be No.1..sorry dear :p

The feeling come just like that..
I believe feeling will grow surely..ιƒ you open ur heart, open the opportunity for you and for him..

Sometimes, ur mr.right is not ur type.. But it will be ur type when u realised it.
Ladies, there is always better guy than this one, till u can't stop expect to have the best one..but who is the best one?

So, nobody is perfect.. But u are somebody :D
U will get ur true love, ladies ;)
All u need to do is Open ur eyes as Big as u can, see the true inside of the guy..never judge a book by its cover..
Wkkakakakakakaaa..


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The Team

I am suddenly thinking of my old team..AST team

Everybody still keep in contact each other..but there is a problem has not settled yet. As we can not find the man who cheated on them/us.

At that time, we just closed our eyes so that can't see the whole picture.

Silly of us..
But the time we walked together is the happy time. Although it's also the toughest time.. :))

There is one person who always I worry the most. Just heard from fivi, he is unemployed now. I really want to help him.
BrÕoº°˚ ˚°º, open ur mind to let us help u lah..come on. Do not be so stubborn..

Hope everyone is fine, healthy and happy always..


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Too High

Honestly,
U feel disappointed becoz u had too high expectation on something, on people, on urself..

Let you be you and let you go.


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Doctor

I went to see a doctor..
The doctor said I might have too much stress.

He said I need to do more exercise and try to be relax..
He told me to go and see some movies..hahaaa..

Ehmmm..ok lah..
Hahaaa

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3,5 hrs left

I set my alarm at 5.30am to wake me up.
But till this hour I still awake..
I feel sorry to myself as I took a nap just now..haiiizzzz..
oh well, cin u hv 3,5 hrs left..
Sleep bahh!!

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My 26th Bday

Happy Bday Cin.. ∩_∩

Today..I am so happy..
Full of bless day.. :D

A lot of friends greet me today..I am so happy..

And for the first time, my ϑϱαя want to give me a surprise..hahaaa..
Yeah, I quite surprise actually..he brought the cake in front of me when I went down stair..tq my ϑϱαя..mmuuuaaacchhh..

And also my lovely dwarfs, they was hiding in tage's car..and that was so FUNNY..wkakakaa..
They 'pakat' with my ϑϱαя..but unfortunately my ϑϱαя is not a good actor..heheee..
But in the end, I still found that they gave me a surprise..we are about to drive laopo go home..but laopa n princess came out..yeah ok lah..u guyz are a good actors and actress..hahaaa..

Luv u ϑϱαя..luv u all..*huggggzzzz*
Thanks..
Nyteee..

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Hi insomnia

Insomnia, pls dun come to me..
I feel tired liao..
Let me off..

All I need is sleep..
Hiks..hiks..

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It's Monday again

Yeah..it's Monday again..
So sianzzz..
Hahaaaa..

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Happy Bday Cin

Happy Bday Cin,

Today, I've got a surprise from my beloved family..
This morning I still remember that today is my bday. But I forgot after got upset bcoz of my damn manager..
Then I was busy with some things whole day..
I forgot to pamper myself :(

But my family gave me a surprise..my lovely sis bought a cake..my bro greet me..
Although, there is no bday song, no cake's light..but I feel so warm..
It's a surprise and I touched..I hugged my mom while mom gave me an angpao..hehee..
Thx to my beloved family..I love u all.. :)

To youwang happy bday too..also to windsor'd tua pek kong temple..we have the same bday..hahaaa..

Happy bday to me..

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Subconcious

Subconcious really works if we use it correctly..

I was using subconcious to not get sick :D

It works..
Jiayou bahhh..



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Not well

I think I am not feeling well now.

Toothache, headache, body is warm2,hemmmm..

I drank ademsari, drank tea, drank lots of plain water liao today..

It's better to sleep 1st, cin..tmrw will be ok..be strong!


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Negative Mind

Recently, I've got negative mind.

Anything happened I would think in negative side.
I dunno why, but it's truly terrible feeling. I almost lose my dreams. I dun hv any dream now. I just try to walk every path with carefully without made any mistake or I might be regret.

I read on my SAP's note, I try to think positively..
I will build again what I missed. I'm learning..jiayou bahh..

Cin, dun do any foolish thing..
Come on..jiayou!


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Can't sleep

The fireworks make my nite uneasy..

Tonite I'm going to be insomnia again liao lahh..ckckck

Is it any special day?
Now the fireworks have stopped..but l afraid few minutes later, it would noisy again..
Boom boom, another fireworks started..aaaarrrggghhhhh..

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Mouth

Mouth is the most powerful weapon.
Seriously, I never thought that I might be blamed like this before.

How could I be happy because I lost Dad.
How cruel..

But it's ok..
I can take it..
I know, Dad knows, God knows..


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What a Brain

Damn..
I forgot to bring my drinking bottle..

These few days my brain does not work well and always forgets west and east..

I think one day I might forget to bring my brain out.

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Dizzy Morning

There is a girl that always makes me dizzy in the morning.

While koko fetch his gf in the morning, koko would give his another friend a ride if it's raining or going to rain.

Her perfume makes me sick..
I think she sprays almost half bottle everyday..

I must breath gently and slowly (I dunno if gently and slowly can put on this sentence or not) hahahaa

My OMG morning..ckckckckk

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Better then..Worse

This few days we are getting better..
But today we just started our conflict again.

We are not kid anymore, why should we argue for trivial matters. I am tired of this.

My besties said, relationship is like dou jiang you tiao.on the lyric says 吵吵鬧鬧..才不會淡掉.
But too much also makes me sick.

I do love him.
But I think, this our relationship is sick now..need medicine, perhaps.
Let time takes it course bahh..

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Hey U

Hey U,
Yes U..
Be positive! ∩_∩
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Bad start

This beginning of new year has a lot of bad things happened..

Asia: Earthquake hit tokyo, Flood in Indonesia, Msia, and thailand till now.
Local: a young man suicide (wat a pity)
Mine: cold war with him, stress work.

Bad news huh?!
Well, as apri said, "It's only the 1st week of the year, u still have 51 weeks to make it good"

Yeah, jiayou bahhhh..
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