Happy New Year 2013

Happy New Year 2013!!!!!

Have a great year ahead all!!!!!!!

I wrote a sky lantern last nite, but it didn't fly..still trauma with that..
I dunno ιƒ I have the rite to hope, to dream, to wish for this coming year..

Just walk my own path, do my part, be positive..

Jiayou!!
Semangka!!
:D
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God told me this

I just wake up..and I'm typing this before I forget.. :p

I dreamed I could talk to the God..
Everything I asked, he answer me patiently hehehe
God told me:
'everyone has his/her own karma, what u did, what u get..when u are down, and everything are not working as ur expectations and ur plan,but it must be the right path as right as God's plan.
The better outcome is waiting in front of us..'

Life is fair..u did right thing, u would be reward, u did wrong thing, u would be punished.

Thanks God..
I Love YOU..
:)
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I understand that feeling

My colleague took urgent leave today..her father in ICU now..so she went back to her hometown urgently..

She told us her father's condition..his father lung and kidney have damaged..suddenly all that memory come out..yes, they just come out

She storied with smile and laugh..but I understand her heart is painful..I understand that feeling..

She said, they already prepared for the worst..but I really hope there will be a miracle..

Hope she will be fine..
God, give this world a kind of miracle pls..Thank you..
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Target next year

I put some targets for next year for myself..
I do hope I could achieve it..
Fighting~ Fighting~

I am looking forward to 2013..
It would be a great year surely..
:)


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Indonesia is Beautiful

Really..Indonesia is Beautiful with all its nature..
Indonesia would be the most prosperous country without such Government..

After I watched 5cm movie, I was touched by those scenery..
It makes me feel so alive..and thankful to live in this country (of course without the government)

Indonesia has thousand islands, has many animals (orang utan, komodo) and plants (raflesia, orchird, spices), many races with their own language..

Why this government not focus on tourism?

Well, I insist to say this again..Indonesia still Beautiful without such government (♥͡з♥͡)

"You can love your country without loving its government"-5cm quote

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Botak

Botak is trending at my office now.. Lol

From mgr, engineers, electrical to technician..they choose to be Botak :p

Are they thinking that botak is keren? But obviously, they look like army wkakaka
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Unreasonable Boss Ever

I met a lot of bosses in my career..
But this is the most unreasonable boss ever..
He do not want to listen..he just told me that I can resign..
He do not want to know anything..just want me work till december.

I told him I already found a job..I can't stay..he do not want to listen..

I said I still be contactable and willing to help them on saturday ιƒ they need..but I just can't stay..I promised to work for my new job..
He said he can explain to my new boss..

He thinks he is God perhaps..
Siaw!!
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Wrong Ship She Said

'shang le zei chuan' I still remember what that spv told me this before get into the meeting room..

She told me she also want to resign, as she was being offered by another company which would gv her better facilities..
Then she said she also understand my feeling..

All are bullshit after both of us called by siaocabou to meeting room.

She mentioned different things when we were in the meeting room..
Then spv and scb get twin swords to against me
They both attacked me by saying those things are prepared by me..so that I have to responsible..
They are in their languages..

I fed up..
What I hate the most for today is I was crying after get out from that suck room..
Stupid acin, why should u cry? U hv do nothing wrong
Ιƒ tmrw they called u again..just begin the war..do not feel awkward to them.
Spv and scb are the same species..do ur part, fight for your right and do the right thing.
Be smart!!!

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Quote

I just wanna share 1 quote..

'When I'm right no one remembers..
When I'm wrong no one forgets..'

Source: one of my friend's picture.. :p
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Weird person really exists

I am about to sleep now..but I feel it is hard to sleep as I hope tomorrow I dun need to working at that terrible,weird, and ridiculous company..

Yes, weird person really exists in this world..
What I am suppose to say is that #scb #aquarium #WK

I tendered my resignation letter last friday..but she said I am irresponsible..come on, what now? I already cleaned up that 'rubbish' and tidied all messy things inside..then what..no appreciation, no recognition..how dare u.. ✗_✗

E said because I already found a new job and told her I want to leave..then she's angry..she's real #scb

She also mentioned that all workplaces are same..so wherever I go, all are the same ending..

No, Hell also got level.. 1st to 18th level..so when I went out from 18th level of Hell, everything must be easier.. Нɑнaнɑ=Dнaнaɑº°˚°º≈=))=))

Ming tian hui gen hao..

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Vacation Required

I think I need a vacation..
Seems airasia has big promotion..well let's see..

Hahahahhaahahaha
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Hurt

I might too sensitive..
But I really get hurt with his words and attitude..

I am sorry..I just need some time to get rest and think about the future..


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Nitemare~a black hole

Woke up in the middle of the night..and try to figure out what happened in my dream just now..

I just can remember a little part of it..
I saw a black hole in front of me..but the car can't stop..then I pulled the brake..

I dreamed some weird things lately..
Ckckck..
Luan arh..

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Nitemare..car

Damn..wat a nitemare..

I was being chased by 4cars in the dream..I am sweating..
Why those 4cars was chasing me?
Wat does it mean ne?

Scary~
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When the opportunity comes

I just talked to Bul that I was being phone-interviewed by the company she recommended few weeks ago.

I realized that I already let the opportunity walk away from me..arhhhh..stupid me!

I gave up such golden opportunity..haiyaaaa~

Why should I think too much..
Ckckckck

Thus,when opportunity comes, we have to hold it tight..

Come on..where are you golden company haahahah
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Force myself

I should force myself to start:
- doing maiwa's data
- be diligent

Acin oh acin, u really must start work hard for those data lah..
Hohoho
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Getting Bored

I am getting bored to my job.

Though that #naopai already gone, the misery still there.

3rd floor now is LaoFoYe 's territory. All the department in this floor have to report to her..
Ckckckkck..

I feel I am not happy here.
It makes me tired..

Can't smile to every morning I wake up..ckckck

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Can't get rid of that

I still can't get rid of the memory when in hospital with my dad..

Doctor said maybe the trauma made my hormone disorders..so I have to be relax and not think too much, then be happy..
But how could I forget it..

It was a pain in my heart..
It can't easily be erased..

Papa, I miss u badly..

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17 aug can't go

I planed my self to have a short vacation to go to Kelong on 17aug. As it's public holiday and on friday..

But the moment I found that 17aug also chinese month: 7th date: chiu it..I fainted..

My mom won't allow me to go lahhhh :'(

Sob..sob..


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The person you hate the most is you love the most :p

Ladies, do not hate anybody..you would surprise ιƒ one day you are in love with the person you hate.. Hahaaa

(Based on true story)
My boyfriend was the person I hate the most few years ago..lol
Funny huh?!

He is very loso one..I can't help to close my ear to prevent that annoying voice get into my ear, then my eyes,then my brain, then my hand to stop him hahaaa

Now he is the person I love the most..but my family will always be No.1..sorry dear :p

The feeling come just like that..
I believe feeling will grow surely..ιƒ you open ur heart, open the opportunity for you and for him..

Sometimes, ur mr.right is not ur type.. But it will be ur type when u realised it.
Ladies, there is always better guy than this one, till u can't stop expect to have the best one..but who is the best one?

So, nobody is perfect.. But u are somebody :D
U will get ur true love, ladies ;)
All u need to do is Open ur eyes as Big as u can, see the true inside of the guy..never judge a book by its cover..
Wkkakakakakakaaa..


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The Team

I am suddenly thinking of my old team..AST team

Everybody still keep in contact each other..but there is a problem has not settled yet. As we can not find the man who cheated on them/us.

At that time, we just closed our eyes so that can't see the whole picture.

Silly of us..
But the time we walked together is the happy time. Although it's also the toughest time.. :))

There is one person who always I worry the most. Just heard from fivi, he is unemployed now. I really want to help him.
BrÕoº°˚ ˚°º, open ur mind to let us help u lah..come on. Do not be so stubborn..

Hope everyone is fine, healthy and happy always..


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ONO ƴªηƍ Ono

Ono is a nickname we created for my manager..
I really can't stand him anymore..
How could a tax manager can not fill in SPT?

The worst thing is he ask his subordinate to check his job..

Then I ask: "pak, Jªdΐ krjn bpk sy ƴªηƍ check meh?"
He replied: "gpp..slg cek aj qta nnti"

Saling cek??? You ma? Gw bkin slh pun dy ga tw ƴªηƍ mn ƴªηƍ slh boi..

Siaw arh..how could this company hire a manager like this..ckckck..

Ιƒ his salary give me half of that, I still would consider lahh..hahaaaa..

Company has not reported annual tax yet, den he didn't mention to extend nor any action to it..
ιƒ I were the boss, I will deduct the penalty to his salary :p

Where is new job??? I need new job..
Sianzzz arhhh..



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Hang out with 7dwarfs

I am quite happy n surprise today..

Happy is bcoz 7dwarfs completely reunion..aph come back for holiday, so we can meet. (Oops, she also got 3rd prize for the competition of Master Journey in Management, congratz..feel proud of you ney *huggg*)
7 of us hang out and hv fun together, which it happened last year when we did a farewell party for aph as she would go to jkt for study.. But today we are here again..nice!!

Surprise is bcoz 2reason..
1. Xzhu unexpectedly came along and gave us a big surprise..as we thought he is still at jkt..ckckck..he secretly come back..khiam phak!! :D

2. Our princess told us something very surprising. A decision that we hard to change her mind. Honestly, she is the prettiest among us. It's a pity ιƒ she really went to......
In fact, when took picture, it doesn't matter..no one would notice it..no one can tell the small spot..no one see it..
Natural is beauty, beauty is simple..

One of my friend had an accident when she was a kid, she burned half of his body..but it doesn't become a hassle for her to have true love. She's married now, and got 1daughter, her husband from middle family and she is now become "thai2" as she only needs to tkcr of her child.

A guy who see ur inner beauty is the one who really love you and that's true love. A girl one day will become an old lady, beauty doesn't last long.

Princess, think it over again..I dun want you to be regret one day when you realised everything.
When we studying, when you haven't made any changes to 'it', you still have a lot of suitors right..now even better..have you think it carefully, what ιƒ the things would happen next is not reach ur expectation? What ιƒ you regret? What ιƒ..........

Anyway, it's a damn wonderful night could hang out with u guys..
7dwarfs, love you a lot..
Cu next time.. :*




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This too, will Pass

Nice to read one::::


"This too, will Pass"

Seorg raja meminta tukang emasnya yg sdh tua renta utk menuliskan sesuatu di dlm cincinnya.

Raja berpesan, "Tuliskanlah sesuatu yg bisa kamu simpulkan dari seluruh pengalaman & perjalanan hidupmu, spy itupun. bisa menjadi pelajaran utk hidup saya".

Berbulan2 si tukang emas yg tua itu membuat cincinnya, tetapi lebih sulit menuliskan apa yg penting di cincin emas yg kecil itu.

Akhirnya setelah berdoa & berpuasa, si tukang emas itupun menyerahkan cincinnya pd sang raja.

Dan dgn tersenyum, sang raja membaca tulisan kecil di cincin itu. Bunyinya,

"THIS TOO, WILL PASS"
(DAN YANG INIPUN AKAN BERLALU).

Awalnya sang raja tdk terlalu paham dgn apa yg tertulis di sana.

Tp, suatu ketika, tatkala menghadapi persoalan kerajaan yg pelik, akhirnya ia membaca tulisan di cincin itu & ia pun menjadi lebih tenang,
"Dan inipun akan berlalu."

Dan tatkala ia sedang ber-senang2, ia pun tak sengaja membaca tulisan di cincin itu, lantas ia menjadi rendah hati kembali.

Betul!

Ketika Anda lagi punya masalah besar ataupun sedang dalam kondisi terlalu gembira, ingatlah kalimat itu,
"Dan inipun akan berlalu."

Kalimat ini, kalau direnungkan dgn bijak akan mengantarkan diri kita pada keseimbangan hidup.

Tdk ada satupun yg langgeng.

Jadi, ketika Anda punya masalah, tdklah perlu terlalu bersedih.

Tp, tatkala Anda lagi senang, nikmatilah selagi anda bisa senang

Ingatlah....

Apapun yg anda hadapi saat ini, semuanya akan berlalu.

Janganlah menunggu tua baru bertobat...
Karena kematian menjemput tidak mengenal waktu,,,,,,,,,

Janganlah menunggu kaya baru beramal...
Tapi beramallah maka kamu semakin kaya...

Janganlah menunggu dapat share BBM™...

Tapi sharelah BBM™ yang menurut anda baik dan bermanfaat kepada semua teman anda agar supaya bisa menjadi berkat bagi mereka yang menerimanya...
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Our Baby, Jassbe

I feel bad to Jassbe..

actually, I dun want to end up like this..as I put a high expectation on Jassbe. I hv a wonderful dream on Jassbe..
From the bottom of my heart, I really wish Jassbe would success. No matter how fatigued I am to take care of u..

We started together..
We walked together..
We grew together..
With Jassbe..

If I thought about how we started to 'born' Jassbe, I feel sad..really sad.
The time consumed to create its name, its logo, its namecard, outstation, to get products, to get pictures, to design..haizzzz

I feel sorry to u baby, Jassbe..
Ur 4 mothers have to 'divorce'..but we won't forget rule #1..
U always be our baby..
Bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, Zhe zai hu chen jing yong you..
Mwuaaahhhh

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A year ago

Time flies, but I am still here.
Fall in a deep 'lake' and can't go out.

I am still remember, my loss on last year.
I am still remember all the memory last year.
It has become a deep hurt for me to lose u, father..

Everyone will die surely..but I just can't accept the way u left us..without a word..
And with my all regret and guilty, they always there to remind what happened as I was the last person u seen, but I didn't tell u how much I love u..

Father, u are the best husband for mom, u are the best father for us, u are the best person and kind person that I knew.
I love u.
I miss u..really miss u



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1st year death anniversary of Father

Yes, he left us a year ago..
Not in angmoh, but in chinese..

We still miss u, Dad..
We still love u..

Uncles are coming too..
All of us miss u badly..

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Unriddle 2

Awesome..
Really awesome..
This drama is the best sg drama ever (for me)

The last episode really made me cry.

I love Unriddle 2..
Damn fantastic..
Rui en is awesome..her acting is so 'true'
Hope she will get best actress award next year by nominated on this drama..

Unriddle 3, please!! :D
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Too High

Honestly,
U feel disappointed becoz u had too high expectation on something, on people, on urself..

Let you be you and let you go.


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Fierce Wife-just start

Well, I just start to watch Fierce Wife..

What I can say is:
'no cat can refuse to eat fish'
'All crows are black'
'Men are selfish'

I read on a quote says something like this:
'there is always girl who prettier, smarter, sexier, more attractive than ur gf/wife..but have u ever think that there is always guy who more handsome, smarter, sexier, and more attractive than u, but she still choose u?'

Ckckck..

For those had been betrayed:

If you were happy with the wrong one, just think how happy you will be when the right one comes.

Don't rely on anyone to love you. Love yourself and get motivated to be the best you possible.

Girls, stand up and smile to the world..u are unique..trust urself..u deserve better..jiayou!

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Hey Business

Honestly, success is not easy..

We are just running a small business, but those customers are 'something'.

We only earn little amount..around 5k, but the troubles are not so little as our profit..we also have not break-even yet :(

I lil bit drop liao actually, but I must stay strong.

I believe if success is easy to reach, otherwise there won't be so many failed people.

I always ask myself to be strong enough, to stay with the right path, to not be calculative, to be patient with those customers..
Yes, I must always remind myself to do so..
Jiayou bahhh..
Just remember ur dream, cin..
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Doctor

I went to see a doctor..
The doctor said I might have too much stress.

He said I need to do more exercise and try to be relax..
He told me to go and see some movies..hahaaa..

Ehmmm..ok lah..
Hahaaa

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Irritating Superior

This superior is so irritating..
Last sat, my superior was MC.
He sms-ed me continuously to chase me the report.

He asked me to send the report on last sat before 12pm. But he just opened the file this morning.
Damn!

Now I know, he wanna SHOW to FC that he still work while he's sick..
In fact he did nothing.

#EnakBenerJadiAtasan

Chicken!!!
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3,5 hrs left

I set my alarm at 5.30am to wake me up.
But till this hour I still awake..
I feel sorry to myself as I took a nap just now..haiiizzzz..
oh well, cin u hv 3,5 hrs left..
Sleep bahh!!

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My 26th Bday

Happy Bday Cin.. ∩_∩

Today..I am so happy..
Full of bless day.. :D

A lot of friends greet me today..I am so happy..

And for the first time, my ϑϱαя want to give me a surprise..hahaaa..
Yeah, I quite surprise actually..he brought the cake in front of me when I went down stair..tq my ϑϱαя..mmuuuaaacchhh..

And also my lovely dwarfs, they was hiding in tage's car..and that was so FUNNY..wkakakaa..
They 'pakat' with my ϑϱαя..but unfortunately my ϑϱαя is not a good actor..heheee..
But in the end, I still found that they gave me a surprise..we are about to drive laopo go home..but laopa n princess came out..yeah ok lah..u guyz are a good actors and actress..hahaaa..

Luv u ϑϱαя..luv u all..*huggggzzzz*
Thanks..
Nyteee..

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Hi insomnia

Insomnia, pls dun come to me..
I feel tired liao..
Let me off..

All I need is sleep..
Hiks..hiks..

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It's Monday again

Yeah..it's Monday again..
So sianzzz..
Hahaaaa..

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Can't figure out a 'Man'

People always say 'nu ren xin, hai di zhen' which means 'a woman's heart is as deep as sea'

Yes, as a woman..I admit that..sometimes, woman behaves like unreasonable, love like blind, eat like a cat, shopping like 'gui fu'..
But woman's heart actually just as simple as plain paper..it depends on what u draw..

But how about man?
:s

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Happy Bday Cin

Happy Bday Cin,

Today, I've got a surprise from my beloved family..
This morning I still remember that today is my bday. But I forgot after got upset bcoz of my damn manager..
Then I was busy with some things whole day..
I forgot to pamper myself :(

But my family gave me a surprise..my lovely sis bought a cake..my bro greet me..
Although, there is no bday song, no cake's light..but I feel so warm..
It's a surprise and I touched..I hugged my mom while mom gave me an angpao..hehee..
Thx to my beloved family..I love u all.. :)

To youwang happy bday too..also to windsor'd tua pek kong temple..we have the same bday..hahaaa..

Happy bday to me..

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IMU

Papa,
I Miss U..
Wo Hen Xiang Ni..


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Subconcious

Subconcious really works if we use it correctly..

I was using subconcious to not get sick :D

It works..
Jiayou bahhh..



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Not well

I think I am not feeling well now.

Toothache, headache, body is warm2,hemmmm..

I drank ademsari, drank tea, drank lots of plain water liao today..

It's better to sleep 1st, cin..tmrw will be ok..be strong!


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Negative Mind

Recently, I've got negative mind.

Anything happened I would think in negative side.
I dunno why, but it's truly terrible feeling. I almost lose my dreams. I dun hv any dream now. I just try to walk every path with carefully without made any mistake or I might be regret.

I read on my SAP's note, I try to think positively..
I will build again what I missed. I'm learning..jiayou bahh..

Cin, dun do any foolish thing..
Come on..jiayou!


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Can't sleep

The fireworks make my nite uneasy..

Tonite I'm going to be insomnia again liao lahh..ckckck

Is it any special day?
Now the fireworks have stopped..but l afraid few minutes later, it would noisy again..
Boom boom, another fireworks started..aaaarrrggghhhhh..

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HW to Ronny & Ami

Happy Wedding to Ronny & Ami..

I feel great today, as my bestfriend is getting married.
I know Ami almost 20yrs..#WoW :D

2jie/Ami/Juli..I'd never doubt bout ur choice to this guy.
u both understand each other, have a strong commitment to each other, and the funniest couple..haahaa..
U both don't see ur love by appearance, by financial, by family background and religion, by education nor job.
That's what I feel proud of u..I hope u both always keep this love. it's precious..as u declared at church today.

My feeling when saw u married is like my own sister is getting married. Touched and elated..

Ok, Xing hun kuai le, en en ai ai, bai tou xie lao, yong jie tong xin, zhao sheng gui zi..gong xi fa cai..huahahaa.. ∩_∩

Happy Wedding!! :*
(っˆヮˆ)っhugggg..
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Mouth

Mouth is the most powerful weapon.
Seriously, I never thought that I might be blamed like this before.

How could I be happy because I lost Dad.
How cruel..

But it's ok..
I can take it..
I know, Dad knows, God knows..


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What a Brain

Damn..
I forgot to bring my drinking bottle..

These few days my brain does not work well and always forgets west and east..

I think one day I might forget to bring my brain out.

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Life is short

Time passed..
Life is too short..
I think I wanna holiday before it's too late..or I wanna do something for society..
Last time, when I went to Tzu Chi's annual event, it inspires me something..

Life is unpredictable.. I dunno when I would leave this world..
Maybe 2012 everything would gone, or just like some movies, earth would start from zero.

Whatever it is, I want my family, my beloved one, my beloved besties and friends all know that I really thank you to all of u.
U all made the difference in my life. U all the reason what I am now..
Gan xie nin.. :D

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Put the glass down

Read this small story; Hope that makes a BIG change in YOU !!

At The End Don't Forget To Share It If It Inspires You.

The Professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it.

He held it up for all to see & asked the students

How much do you think
this glass weighs ?

'50gms!'
'100gms!'
'125gms'
The students answered.

"I really don't know unless I weigh it," said the professor,

but, my Question is: "What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?"

'Nothing' the students said.

'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour ?' the professor
asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache' said one student.

"You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?"

"Your arm could go numb; you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis & have to go to hospital for sure!" ventured another student & all the students laughed

"Very good" said the professor.

But during all this, did the weight of the glass change ? Asked the professor

'No'.. Was the answer.

Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress ?

The students were puzzled.

"What should I do now to come out of pain?" asked professor again.

"Put the glass down!" said one of the students

"Exactly!" said the professor.

Life's problems are something like this.

Hold it for a few min in your head & they seem OK.

Think of them for a long time & they begin to ache.

Hold it even longer & they begin to paralyze u.

You will not be able to do anything.

It's important to think of the challenges or problems in your life, But EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to 'PUT THEM DOWN' at the end of every day before you go to sleep...

That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong and will be able to handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!

So when you start your day today, Remember friend to 'PUT THE GLASS DOWN :)


-My friend sent me this story. And I really appreciate it.
Yes, I am trying to put it down..give me time..-


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Tree

"Father"
It has been a long time I don't call this name.
This name seems so far to me.
25yrs in my life, I have a big tree for us.
My family grows well under my father's protect.
He was like a tree for me. He covered us from dry in the sun, from wind and rain.
Who I can rely on..
Who I can trust to..

Now all my love for him, I will give double to Mom.
Mom is the most important person in my life now.
I am happy when Mom happy.
Now, I hope 3 of us will be a tree for Mom.
Love u so much Dad and Mom.

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Dizzy Morning

There is a girl that always makes me dizzy in the morning.

While koko fetch his gf in the morning, koko would give his another friend a ride if it's raining or going to rain.

Her perfume makes me sick..
I think she sprays almost half bottle everyday..

I must breath gently and slowly (I dunno if gently and slowly can put on this sentence or not) hahahaa

My OMG morning..ckckckckk

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Better then..Worse

This few days we are getting better..
But today we just started our conflict again.

We are not kid anymore, why should we argue for trivial matters. I am tired of this.

My besties said, relationship is like dou jiang you tiao.on the lyric says 吵吵鬧鬧..才不會淡掉.
But too much also makes me sick.

I do love him.
But I think, this our relationship is sick now..need medicine, perhaps.
Let time takes it course bahh..

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Hey U

Hey U,
Yes U..
Be positive! ∩_∩
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Bad start

This beginning of new year has a lot of bad things happened..

Asia: Earthquake hit tokyo, Flood in Indonesia, Msia, and thailand till now.
Local: a young man suicide (wat a pity)
Mine: cold war with him, stress work.

Bad news huh?!
Well, as apri said, "It's only the 1st week of the year, u still have 51 weeks to make it good"

Yeah, jiayou bahhhh..
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怀念你

Daddy, last night I saw u in my dream, this time I remember the dream.

U come back, when I saw u, I hug u tightly..keep say sorry to u..but u said: 'no need to say sorry, papa knows everything. Papa is fine now, but what happened to u?'
I didn't say anything, just cried in ur arms.
when I touched ur hands and legs, were so cold..
I asked: 'do u feel cold?'
U replied: 'no'
so I keep rubbed ur hands and legs.

Then I dunno why I woke up..

Papa,
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候怀念你?

Love,
Ur daughter
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1st day of 2012

Wat a bad day..
Today is the start of 2012, but there is some bad things happened.

Is it a bad sign?

I don't like today..
I just don't like it..

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