FlashDisk Damage

I feel so stressful now..
My flashdisk is damage, just because Jay Chou's Songs.
The file already deleted. But I dunno why..

Now I have to say goodbye to my all files inside the FD.

I thought tonite, I can enjoy 'you are the apple of my eye' to welcome year 2012.

Stressssss aaaarrrhhhhhh..

Bye my FlashDisk darling..
Ckckckckkk
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Forget my dream

Dad,
I dreamed you lastnight..
I tried hard to remember the dream. But I just forget.

I hate myself why got such a poor memory.

When I woke up, I can't stop crying.
After a while, I started to think about the dream. I only know that it was located at my old house.
What a stupid brain.

Daddy, miss you.
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Otosan Gomen

Otosan
Gomen nasai..Gomen..Gomen..Gomen..Gomen nasai..
Anataga anakute sabishii..
Otosan daisuki..

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Can't sleep

I dunno wat is goin on..
I still awake n I dun feel sleepy at all

Dear brain,
please let me sleep
Sincerely,
ur owner.

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Console

I just consoled 1 of my best friend..

I feel a lil bit weird. While my mental not really healthy, I need to pretend that 'I am ok'..then to console her..
It's hard for me..
But I think everyone will meet a time when u are down.

No worry, just cry out loud when u wanna cry,
Just laugh out loud when u wanna laugh..
Some people = strong outside, fragile inside
Be urself, be the real U..
To everyone I love, I care and who love and care me..thanks to u all..
tomorrow will be a sunshine day..
Jiayou..
Muachhhhhh..
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Time flies

Whether u happy or sad, time flies fast..it won't wait u..

I work harder, I sleep in normal hour, I eat when I am hungry, I drink when I am thirsty, I try to be as busy as I can..


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Never had a Dream Come True

Papa, miss u so much..

Just watched twilight-breaking dawn, I saw how Bella and Edward's wedding ceremony..
I was imagine, if my dad would hold my hands walking on the red carpet..

Come back to the reality, it would only my dream.
A dream that would never come true..

Love u Pa..
T.T
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Guilty

I made my bf angry liaw..
Haizzzzz..
Sorry lah dear..it's just my nature reaction while watching movie :p

Hope u won't angry liaw oooo..

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Riots

Batam is not save anymore..I dunno where are those people brains..

U can do demonstration, but don't riots pls..
How could investors want to stay anymore? What if company close, investors run..in the end, people r become unemployment..

These 3days 23-25 nov 2011, Batam is reported by a lots of TV's news. Some people posted the video and photos of Demo on youtube, facebook, twitter, bbm.
Batam become famous now.

Pls bring a peace Batam back to us. Those pigs, pls go back to ur territory.
Damn!


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New Job

I find a job..tmrw will be my 1st day of working..

My brother has different point of view regarding this new job..I admit it..the salary is far from what I expected..but what I interested on is the experience..
he keeps nagging at me :(
Cing boi tahan..to my mom, uncle n auntie..he keeps repeat his opinion, he wants to find 'supporter' hahaaa
Brother, u dun really know me..u do not know me so well...

Let me try 1st..I know what I want..
Let's say it's not suit for me..I will walk out without u ask.. ∩_∩

Nyte!!!!!!!
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Let's Break Up

Ok, I decided..
Sometimes u gud, but mostly u bad..
I dun hv any patient anymore..

I take a gud care of u..but see how u respond to my care? U become so annoying..
I feel enough with u liao lar..
Let's break up, Laptop..I think to give u to doctor is no longer effective..
I decided..I will buy another one to replace u, although I have to spend all my saving.. ✗_✗

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Longans (Daddy)

Longans tree is about to harvest..

I promise myself, those longans will be dedicated to my Daddy when we pray later..

My friend said it's impossible to have longans tree in town..my Dad planted this tree about 2years, now we harvested it already..
I believe it's because of my Dad..
It tastes sweet, very sweet like sugar/honey and so juicy..
It's really a pity my Dad can't taste it personally..
Miss u Dad..
Love u..
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The worst interview

I went to an interview this afternoon.
It made me 'down' for this whole day.
It was the worst interview I ever had.

I cried in the middle of interview. Just when the interviewer asked me bout my family and I mentioned my father was passed away. My God, this damn tears made me so embarrassing. Arrhhhh..I can't forgive myself.

I have to train myself to be stronger. At least to train this damn tears to not come out easily..

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Dun Start

If you're gonna stop the conversation without a gud ending, please dun start..

I admit, I did not listen to it, but it was not my problem..if you're gonna blame, blame your damn handphone. Your suck handphone should be returned..

Damn it!!!
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Be Patient

I admit I'm not a patient person..so, pls do not test my patient level..

Well, few years ago, I had been trained to be patient..some tricks, I still remember..and it works..but sometimes I just can't control my temper..✗_✗

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Miss u tonite

Pa..dunno why, I miss u a lot tonite..
I have a lot of things that I want you to know..

I wanna have a long chat with you..

I miss you..

JASSbe

Dear JASSbe,
this is 1st post for you..
you are our 'baby', our new born 'baby' hahahaaa..
your moms are my laopo, my honey, my cinta, and me..
remember leh..u must be filial, loyal, nice and must be adorable..wkakaka..

moms love u..
one world, one JASSbe, one heart, one dream.. n_n

well, find out more in next post bout our baby :D

She Cried

Yeah, she cried today..
My heart feels so hurt when saw she's crying.
All because my koko and my sis. Their behaviour just sucked. But I think they didn't mean to behave like that. It's just a quick respond.

Usually when something is not going right, my dad used to debate with us, then he would win.

When I asked Mom why she's crying, she said she's thinking of my Dad.
Mommy, u are a strong woman..always be my SuperMom..
Love u..we would go through this. Dad knows.

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Blessing

When I arrived home, I used to say 'pa, ma, I'm home..'
But when I realize papa wasn't here anymore, I am sad..

When we watched final episode of Bountiful Blessings. When Dafeng died, Tianqing told Fuxi something that really touched my heart.
I saw my Mom, Koko n Lina (include me) all had eyes in red. :'(

I know we all miss u, Pa..
Love u forever..
If there will be next life, I hope I can be ur child again Pa. It's really a blessing to have parent like my Papa & my Mama..thx God.

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活下去

i saw Tuesday Report on Channel 8 just now..
the tittle was:
振作起来 活下去
something like this lah..i'm not really sure..

but i really appreciate who made current title of Tuesday Report..i think this programme will help me a lot in "healing".
next tuesday still have different encouraging story.
 

$1.81

I accidentally found that I've got $1.81 in my gmail account..
from adsense..but the problem is i don't know where is it coming from..did i register any website for adsense by using gmail? XD
*strange*

whatever, i hope it'll be increase continuously.. =D

Laptop is insane

i think my laptop is playing with me..
last week, i decide to buy a new one at Sg IT Expo to replace that insane laptop, but suddenly he was getting well..no complaint, no error, no siaw2..
i was so happy coz i don't need to spend money to buy a new one as my saving is limited now, well few months become jobless leh..although jobless for a reason..

but when the IT expo's over, this insane laptop is sick again..i feel like wanna throw him to the rubbish bin...AAAARRRRRHHHHHH..WTH

when will next Sg IT Expo? :(

1st day

ok,
I create a new place where i could throw some rubbish opsss :p some notes or baking recipe or something that i wanna shout out loud.

today is 1st day..

let's start blogging......

to be continue n_n